I have a very full life. I am infinitely greatful for the relationships and experiences I have been priviledged to. Now my life is about to get even fuller! It looks very likely that I will have a job as a Math/Math and Science teacher at a local middle school starting August 4th.
I want to be the best mother I can, the best wife, the best teacher, etc. But I'm a little scared. I want my life to continue to be full, not fragmented. Spreading myself out is kind of daunting. I'm a little worried that I'll end up being mediocre at everything. Can I really have all of the things I want? Can I have a career and be a wife and mother? Can I do it inspite of Doc's demanding obligations in rotations?
Fingers crossed. I hope I can. So I'm beginning the balancing act.