When to Stop Nursing?

You may remember a few weeks ago, when I was distraught at the idea of Evelyn having formula during the day because I wanted to continue to breastfeed and nurse.  Well, that distraught feeling has left for seven reasons.  One, that she is doing wonderful with the mixture of breastmilk and formula. And the other six are the sharp little white teeth that she bit me with while nursing today.

SO – we are done nursing.  I know that you can continue to nurse through teething, but once was enough.  I do not really think I am up for “gently removing her and saying ‘no’ firmly”.  We’re good.  Evelyn can stop nursing and start using a cup.  Hello pumping.  I’m going to really miss the bonding that nursing provides, but I think that big ole chomp will stay in my mind for a while.

I Lose My $&!@*( Cool

Ok.  Not Zen today.  Not Zen at all.

Today I went to the allergist in a desperate attempt to figure out what is going on with all of the horrible food responses I’ve been having lately.  I have had to miss a half day of school because something I ate for lunch sent me to the doctor ASAP.

So I’m finally going and hoping for some answers.

My answers suck.

The appointment basically went like this:

“Oh, you tested negative for shellfish and fish!  You’re still deathly allergic you just haven’t had them recently enough for antibodies to still be in your blood stream.”

“Oh, you had a reaction to what? Do you have seasonal allergies too? Oh, ok, well  because of food-inhalant cross-reactivity you can NO LONGER EAT:

• Kiwi
• Melons
• Tomatoes
• Watermelon
• Apples
• Celery
• Carrots
• Wheat
• Corn
• Milk
• Bananas
• Cucumber
• Lettuce

WHAT?!?!?!? ARE YOU %(#&% KIDDING ME!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!  DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH MILK, CORN AND WHEAT ARE IN?  WHAT THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO EAT?  I’m going to cry and go to bed.  Bad assess don’t whine and it’s not sexy but today…I’m having a pity party.

Nature Love: Fall in Love with Animals

Animals are one of the coolest parts of nature.  I remember camping with my family when I was a kid and being amazed when I saw animals in the wild.  Despite my lack of any zoology training, I know a lot of random facts about hundreds of animals (just ask my 83 students).  So on the first beautiful weekend in fall, you bet we went to the zoo!

We rode the train, which is Little Bird’s favorite new thing to do!  She loves riding with Doc and rocking back and forth while the train chug-a-chug-a-choo-choos around the zoo.

We decided to show up pretty early at the zoo.  Lucky for us, the penguins were very playful!  Here is Little Bird holding her hand up to the penguin whose beak is touching the glass.  Pretty cool! 

We were visited by three of the penguins and they hopped and waddled around just like the ones in Mary Poppins! Also, Little Bird is as tall as an African Penguin.

 

Evelyn walked around the penguin enclosure and looked in all the windows.  She watched them waddle and swim! What a different from a few months ago where she just rode in the stroller the entire time.

It was a day of wonder for her, and a day full of excitement for Doc and I.  We felt such joy watching her explore. Also, we were treated to a spectacle as the baby chimps played right next to the glass and the cheetah was walking around near the fence.  It was a beautiful day full of fun for Doc, Evelyn, myself, and Aunt Madison who came along too!

But the absolute best part, was walking around the zoo with our precious little one.  Our playful angel. Life is beautiful.

A Parent’s Job

Teaching comes with many “extras”.  You are not only a teacher for your students.  This is one of the most rewarding and exhausting aspects of my career.  I love each and every single student despite any behavioral difficulties they may have.  The training we receive before we graduate with degrees in education helps us understand the “why” behind behavior issues so we can approach them as a problem to solve instead of seeing the student as “bad”.  Every student matters - and I tell them that everyday.  I utilize the resources available to me to make sure that they receive whatever support and services I can help them acquire so they can be successful.  Yet there are still many parents that amaze me. 

I think about my deep love for my daughter.  Every single decision I have made since her conception has been with her best interest in mind.  My job is to love and protect her.  To nurture and foster in her a confident young woman.  To teach her about the world she was born into so that she can make informed decisions later in her life.  I will strive to always meet her needs.  I cannot imagine how any parent could view their child differently.  How can anyone not want to do all of those things for their child?  Is it truly possible for people to not care?

The part of me that believes in the good in people has to believe that all parents want that, but are simply human and fall from grace occasionally.  Perhaps I simply am sitting in a seat where the falls are more visible.   I try to remember that when my students tell me of their home lives or I come into contact with parents who seem to have overlooked the best interest in their child.  I have to believe that there is something truly wrong with a parent who is permanently fallen from grace, for no one in their right mind could truly be so disregarding.

So I’ve been thinking a lot lately – what is a parent’s true job?  Do people have such different ideas about it?  If you had to write an add for parents, what would your “PARENTS WANTED” job description entail?

Zen With Honey

When a day has really taken a lot of energy from me, there is one thing that always resets my zen-o-meter.

A cup of Zen tea with a little bit of local honey.  This tiny cup of lemongrass infused bliss warms my hands and relaxes my mind. 

The world is calm. 

The night is quiet. 

            The baby is sleeping.

                       Doc is nearby.

All is well with the world.

Organizing Odds and Ends: The Pantry

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There is something in my kitchen.  It’s angry and ugly and totally not something I want anyone who comes over to see.

The PANTRY

Ugh!  There is no reason to why anything is anywhere!  There are containers hiding behind containers, things dangling from shelves, piled on-top of each other.  It is NOT FUNCTIONAL!

So back to Real Simple Magazine’s organizer ideas.  I need to try organizing this differently.

I must organize my pantry in a way that makes sense to my brain so that it actually stays organized.

So here goes!

Step 1: Empty pantry onto kitchen table.

 

 

 

 

Step 2: Organize contents.  I decided to organize everything based on cuisine and the meals that I use it for.  One day, I’d like to organize more ingredients by type and cook more from scratch, but that doesn’t work for me now.  I’d also like to put everything in super cute clear containers with adorable lids and labels.  That’s not something I need to worry about right now either.

Step 3: Reload.

I filled my top shelf with baking goods.  I only use these on special occasions, but I know that everything I need to check to see if I have for baked goods will be on the top shelf.  

 

Next I put “meals in themselves” on a shelf.  Syrup is an additive to oatmeal that Doc uses, so it goes with oatmeal.  The peanut butter and unopened jelly go together and soups for sick days are stacked on top of each other for those days you are “too sick” to make “real” soup.

Now we are on to things I use all the time!  “Mexican food” staples are on one side, “Italian” on the other.  This is the only shelf with things hiding behind the front.  The reason is, I have several types of pasta and can sort through them when I need to, but I know where all the pasta is when I can see the Italian foods are all in the same place.

The final shelf is snack items.  They are all on the bottom to root through when hunger strikes.

The whole point to this organization overhaul is this: I had to group stuff by meals instead of by type of food.  This will actually serve me better right now.  I realized something while typing this.  I have been organizing all my stuff as if I was my mother.  I know how my mother organized things and how she wanted things when I was a kid.  I never thought there was another way. Now that I’m moving on to organizing my way…let’s hope it stays clean now!

Family Tree

Lately, I have been working on trying to incorporate family into Evelyn’s life.  She is so blessed to have TWO of her aunts and one set of grandparents living in the same town.  She gets to see them several times a week and I love that she will know them well growing up.

But she has such an amazing extended family outside of the ones that live here.  I want her to know about them.  I want her to recognize their faces.

One thing I have decided to build and work on is a family tree.

There are many WONDERFUL wall decal trees you can purchase!  You can also paint your own tree on a wall (if you aren’t renting).  I chose a tree that I purchased from a store to put on the wall.  It looks glossy in the photo, but in person in looks matte.

The tree is awesome!  It completely matches the quilt that Color Crazy has been working on.  But what I love most about this tree is the extension I have planned.

There is already one picture in Evelyn’s “Family Tree”.  This is a beautiful family portrait of the Fowler Clan that was taken in May. 

I plan to cover the area near the tree with pictures of different sizes of Evelyn’s family.  I want her to know their faces and see that they are connected to her everyday, even if her Aunt Diane and Uncle Scott, cousin Isa, Uncle Matt and Aunt Trisha, cousin Jake, Uncle Michael, and Grandparents Fowler cannot see her everyday, she can see their faces and know that they are an important part of what made her parents who they are and mean something very special to us.

Also, note the cardinal on the photograph!  Little birds everywhere :)